It's taken me a week to process the shock of this news and to write this post. I went in to the eye doctor last week for a minor eyelid infection. Two hours and several tests later, I walked out with a diagnosis of glaucoma. And I am already partially, permanently blind in the left eye.
I worried about the cataracts I already
have, and about diabetic retinopathy and macular degeneration. The good
news is, I still don't have those and the cataracts are still small.
I do have glaucoma, which was not even on my radar of things to worry
about. The right eye compensated so well I was unaware of it.
bad news is it is progressive and incurable. But there's good news too:
The blind section is not yet in my field of straight-ahead vision, the
right eye seems OK so far, and it can probably be slowed down with a
simple eye drop. They say most people don't go totally blind if they
stick to a care regimen.
It's funny. Now that I know
about it, I keep closing my right eye, looking at things through the
left and watching sections of them disappear into blank darkness. The
blind section is about a fifth of my field of vision, directly above my
line of sight. How could I not have noticed that? How could those puff
tests every year at the optometrists have not picked up on the increased
Better yet, how can I get past this. Blindness is the one thing I don't think I could endure.
(Cross posted with Maraca.)